Hardcore - 14174

June 2nd, 1982. Today I finished my freshman year at Cal State. It's really an accomplishment, because I never thought I'd get through the first semester.

It's just ****** trying to get through anything without Alex here with me.

Why did he have to pick Harvard, of all universities?

He thinks we need our own growing space, but I'm not so sure.

All I can do is remember the way he holds me when he wants me.